turning 19... any advice...? 8D

ok... she's startin to count down to her 19th birthday... XD
o yea... fenelon is turning 19 in a couple o hours... hell yea!!
last year... her 18th was at pyramid... still remember the photoshoot... epic fail!! XDXDDD;; well... at least SHE failed... the other guy was good...
aaron ong: hey chih... look... that guy has the same outfit as you...
ferria: yea! hey... why not ask him to be our model in the pre photoshoot...?
fenelon: uh... yea... he has the same one on as i do... cool!
ferria: chih... you go ask him to shoot with you...
fenelon: WHAA~???
aaron ong: its your birthday... and this is a dare for you...
hane: *just woke up* uh?
ferria: GO! before he goes...
fenelon: O_O;;
*fenelon walks up to the strainger*
fenelon: uh... hi... *strainger and his friend stares* uhm... do you think you can be our model for our photoshoot today...? *points at aaron ong* that's our photographer... aaron...
strainger: uh... ok...
*fenelon turns and walks back to ferria with a shocked blank face*
fenelon: uh... he said ok... are you sure we're doing this...?
ferria: yes!
fenelon: o... o_o"

so yea... that's basically how it happened... the strainger calls himself "K"... so yea... mysterious figure K... hmm... lol...
i wonder... what will happen tomorrow...? aaron n hane will not be there... but i did invited farret, tuna, dark, joyce, emad n stef... wanted to get that worm out of his hiding hole... but it seem he's really good at what he's doing... hiding... XD the salmon fish has exams... darn it... that dear old brother of ours... hane... is also having exams... grr... *wolfy bitez!* XD

what identity...??

say... have you ever doubted a friend's identity...? i really need to know what people think but it...
lets say person X is a friend of mine... and... well... there's no easy way to say any of this... but im dying to get it outa my chest... it's really suffocating me... so yea...
*breaths*
ok...
X have been my close friend for quite some time... at 1st... everything was fine... then... when incident A happened... everything just went down hill... the following year... meaning this year... X had been keeping everything to herself a lot... never even wanna try to talk about it to me... still calls me her best friend... cancel every appointment (not that i blame her too much... that's HER incident B... not mine...)... i told her things that i want her to keep secret but she told anyway (eventhough so far i know its only one person... but its the person i spcifically said not to tell to... and this is MY incident C...)... she's always too busy for her best friend (aka... me...) but never too busy for her bf all the way in America... how sweet... and what's weird is... dont have the time or credit on fon to msg me bout anything BUT seem to have the time and credit on fon to msg me telling me NOT to tag picz of her onto her acc... i mean... WTF..???? what is wrong with her??
i know i know... i was talking bout identity at 1st then i crap bout this... sorry... im not going anywhere... but somethings are not to be told... (though i know i've told quite a few suposedly untold things... sorry) but anyway...
i have to admit... of all the things that X does... i have... a few times... this year... after incident A happened (but it's not related to incident A at all...)... sometimes things happened and i start doubting her identity... as in... her pictures... what she does before i knew her... and what she really does now... im not saying that i dont trust her... maybe i am a lil doubtful... but thats not it... >.< *sigh* (i know im confusing you... sorry... im confusing myself too actually...)
alright... long story short... i want my best friend back the way she was when i 1st knew her... i miss her... TT_TT she's my best friend AND my sister too... and i love my sister... i want her back... wherever she might be now... TT_TT